she is to me

salam. i am always aspired by sahabah. they are the greatest man of history.

Abu Bakar As-Siddiq

Umar Al-Khattab

Thalhah bin Ubaidillah

Abu Ubaydah bin Jarrah

Mus'ab bin Umair

and the man after them..

Muhammad Al-Fatih

Hassan Al-Banna.

all seven of them, are my most favourite, apart from Rasulullah SAW of course. He is the man of all time. the most perfect being, the one I always miss, the one that I really want to meet and speak to. the one that i want to meet and say, i'm sorry, for i cannot tarbiyah my mad'u like how He tarbiyah all sahabah. i want to say sorry because i dont have the patience as he has. the akhlak that he has. i am sorry if i fail to potray the real Islam to people around me.

ya Rasul, how can i take it easy on people, and hold and spread the truth at the same time? i really want to know how, and i want to talk to you. T_T



up until few weeks back, i seldom read about sahabiah, because i always thought that sahabah's story are wayyy cooler and adventurous. hehe'. silly me of course. but when shida told me the story of Hindun, sahabiah are cool too. but there is this one woman that I always admire since i was a little girl up until now. and i really want to be her.

Khadijah Khuwailid.

Once the Prophet mentioned Khadija near Aisha, Aisha responded: "She was not but a such and such of an old lady, and Allah replaced her with a better one for you." He replied: "Indeed Allah did not grant me better than her; she accepted me when people rejected me, she believed in me when people doubted me, she shared her wealth with me when people deprived me, and Allah granted me children only through her."

for me, that is the sweetest thing a person had ever say to someone, ever. and the most heartwarming deeds that Khadijah did to Islam, and to Muhammad, they are just subhanallah!. :)


p/s: Ya Allah, aku mahu jadi pejuang untuk agama ini sampai akhir desah nafas yang KAU berikan padaku. aku mahu jadi isteri solehah pada seorang suami yag mencintaiMu dan berjuang untukMu dan ummi pada anak2 yang akan aku didik supaya mencintaiMu, berani dan berjuang untuk Islam. berada dengan Rasulullah di syurga.